The Drama entitled Fiasco
Right..i do seem to be blogging alot these days..kinda happens when ur in either a good mood or bad (for me at least). Wel..dis may b d last for sum time..cts coming up n all tht.
Well, a (short) conversation wif a fren on tues planted a seed of doubt in2 my head about wad i’m recently doin..I noe i’ve taken a tough stance and all tht but i was reminded tht fate brings us all together for a reason n wateva d prob is, u shud appreciate d ppl around u rite? Hell i’ve bin doin tht for my 1st 11months here (tho nt alwiz successful but hey, i tried my best) but for d past 3 weeks i’v forgotten…
Plus v’r studyin stats in maths now: confidence interval, p-value n what nots. Reali, i shud put a margin of error to my own judgements, no? Kinda hard for someone who believes d foundation 2success is 2hv sufficient self-belief, but then again i guess i shud doubt myself from time to time..it doesnt reali matter anymore whether i’m right or wrong in my judgements. the One upstairs can c it all rite? leave it to destiny then..
Oh well, by d end of d day i noe d whole episode has made me look like d villain, d "small gas" guy. Perhaps i am? I acknowledge tht d methodology used was flawed, BUT d intention wasnt. I noe it sounds corny n not many ppl wud believe it if dey heard it (hey, i thought it sounded quite fake whn i said it to myself) but dis IS the truth: I’m not doin it for myself cos i never expected to get it all this while. All i’m worried about is the sincerity of ppl who want it.
I’m a firm believer in facts…statistics don’t lie. But then again, there is a thing called error in stats…so i guess it’s btr to reserve my judgement n assume the best in people n situations. After all, if v’re all fated to meet then i guess being frens wud b btr thn enemies.
In any case, itz reali time to get focused on d cts n assessments. I’ve got a promise to fulfill.
p/s: if anyone (other than the main ppl) felt offended by my attitude/behaviour over d past 3 weeks, i sincerely apologise. Rest assurred it was not out of selfish self-interest but then..tht’s not d main point. I did it, so i hold my hands up and say sorry.
