A little bit of everything
Feels a lil weird 2b blogging on a thurs..i rarely do so. But i’m gona b quite busy 2mr so btr post tis 2day then =)
Yea..i’ve decided that i’m gona blog bout a lil of everything tis time round. 1st thg up: midyears. So i got 97 tis time round n my ranking is surely gona drop to anywer between 4 to 10. D weird thg? i’m happy! yes i am! i’m just not the old competitive me anymore n rankings hv become mere numbers that matter little. Yea, TER does matter but that’s at d end of d year, y care now? bsides..mayb by failing to be tops, i’l actuali feel btr bout certain thgs.i do hope it can reduce bitterness of a certain sort (sumtimes, tho nv related, u do feel one success deserves another-i’m not saying tis is d right sort of thinking but…) then i may actuali feel btr and not question "for wad i’m getting so high marks? wad does it bring me anyway? so what if i’m tops?" yea…i’ve got tht burden off my back! so now i’m a plain old simple nobody who’s well, nobody. so wateva challenges ahead, they do seem more bearable cuz wif no weight bearing on me, failure is more than acceptable. I’m now a nobody, remember?
okies..nex up: eap final exam. wasnt too hard (luckily)… but i do realise that i probably need to studi d dictionary from time to time: din reali noe wad pithy, inimical means. luckily it was multiple choice! *Whew*..
erm…wad else r? yea..d rain! bin raining so much d past few days. no i dun hate it but i dun exactly like it either..not when itz so damn heavy. it sux 2get ur shoes all wet. i dun mind hair n body gettin wet but shoes..eww..brought back many happy (but painful) memories..stupid rain.but it was conducive for naps =p
speaking of naps..that’s exactly wad i had d entire week! first thg i did after taking my bath was 2hv sth light then itz straight 2dreamland…dead tired tis week: physical+mental challenges together aint much fun. so..i guess i btr charge my batteries cukup-cukup while i still can.
nex week is esl tutorial! but then…itz not my turn cuz i’m in d last group so i’m oni presenting nex nex monday..wuahahaha! juz hope my group members dun ask too canggih questions cuz i dun tink i can handle dem in my present state..yea i noe i look normal But there’s such a thg called Acting in tis world u noe?
Talking bout Acting..itz eap drama tis saturday =) seriously looking forward 2it cuz it’l b 1st time since dyc 2003 tht i’ve bin involved in drama..tis time i’m juz playin a minor role but it’l stil b fun i guess..esp when it comes 2watching other groups..haha..i dun think mine wil b veri gd..d script seriously sux cos it was written by me.
Anything i’ve missed? PTM…d thg called parent-teachers meeting. i wonder wad my lects r gona say tis time..prolly comment on my decline in performance? bah..i noe i’ve tried my best under d circumstances so itz all rite no matter wad dey say.
O yea..juz thought this deserves a mention. i edited my profile 2 a sort of peach + purple colour which looks kinda nice on my laptop screen. i had d shock of my life whn it showed up in a SICKLY kind of yellow on taylor’s computer screens. damn..screw them la, dun dey ever upgrade their pcs?nvm..i’ve resolved not to change it for d moment. after all, yea i AM detestable to most people, i know. so might as well let my profile look detestable, no? let it match my so-called personality then.
So that’s all for now..happy tht i can meet my parents tis weekend =) take care everyone, n enjoy d show tis saturday!
