Befuddled…
Am i gona type nonsense again? I guess I am. But then again, who cares? I guess I DO have a right to crap about anything i want rite? It certainly isnt a great feeling when your brain stops functioning (and your body too, to be more specific). When the whole system shuts down and all u wish for is to sleep and sleep and sleep…And…sleep…
So..why am i still awake? Well, being stupid is my guess. I KNOW i need rest, I KNOW i hv tons of work to do 2moro, I KNOW term’s gona restart on monday, and yet i refuse to sleep/ get some rest!
Is tht plain stupidity? Or just one of the complex unexplainables of the human mind again? Struggling to stay awake just to wait for something tht may or may not happen is certainly unwise. illogical, even. But then again, there’r many thgs in this world tht’s illogical (to the majority). I guess if i stop analysing them then da question of whether or not they’re logical or worthwhile will cease to exist, no?
So basically all I should care about is whether anot i wana do something and not wori so much about da rationale of da whole thg, rite? But tht’s selfishness to a certain extent so it’s not gd too.
So..what’s gd and what’s not? Oh well, i guess Brain Vs Heart wil alwiz b an unending battle since it encompasses all our decisions in our daily lives. For the moment, Febricol (tht’s flu medication, for the uninformed) has greatly decapitated both and as a result, i’m not reali making much sense here….
A befuddled person reali doesnt hv da best judgement as I’ve experienced first-hand tonight.
Therefore / hence/ in conclusion, da best thg to do now is to stop typing. My bed is calling and sleep is winning….
